WHAT UP!!

Ok, so I've had some SERIOUS down days as of late.

You know the kind where your not sure why the hell your even getting up in the morning! Mainly because I'm just worn/stressed out..I know.. I know less then two months in school and your already worn out?!....well..yes. There just doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day for me to get every thing done. I'm cranky I admit it.

BUT the good news is that I don't have class again till Tuesday. And since Miranda will be teaching the class...I don't have to be in until a LITTLE later (like 530ish) AND I only have to work on Saturday this week at Bennigan's...so quite possibly I may get some rest and relaxation out of all this weekend and wake up with a new attitude on Tuesday.

This one's for you TFK...Gemma just asked me how old I was in '86...20 or something. You two will offically be friends now! Whores that you are :)

Alright...must work. But before I go, I just wanted to tell Bethany that I'm REALLY happy for you. Your happiness with makes me very happy. I hope you and Carlo do very well! Now, I still have to meet this guy you realize that don't you. And I mean BEFORE the wedding ;)

Hasta

Long time no post.....

So I've actually been doing work in computers so I haven't been posting TOO much.

Last weeks post I typed up and sent to myself seems dated so I'm just forgetting about it for now.

I'll highlight you on my weeks events instead.

Monday: School...work...homework...sleep

Tuesday: School...FINAL that was totally funked up since my teacher gave us the WRONG things to study..failed and was in bad mood all day....work....left early to get car, laundry, freaky Subway experience, home....sleep.

Wednesday: Day off from school...since it was the day after a final we get the day off before we start a new mod....slept in till 7:30 which RULED...work....TGI Friday's for dinner with my favorite boys. Steve, Mistarz, TFK, and Tony...it could have been a complete night if Philly would have been there, but alas he is at school. He was there in our hearts....home...sleep.

Thursday: School...learned of the final we were going to get to retake the next day, BUT was going to only have one day to study and cram all the 'new' information in my head....work, where I proceed to cram said information in my head most of the day....home, where TFK stopped by for a bit cause he was bored and watched me study...CSI: Las Vegas season finale by Quentin Tarrentino (is that how you spell it?) WHICH WAS AWESOME!!....sleep.

Friday: School...re-take final, do better but not the best....work...Bennigans...home...sleep.

Saturday: Bennigans....where I learn of Holly's indiscreetness with Rubo the night before and get really pissed off about since she told me she doesn't like him in that way....home...off to Irina's to play who's the oldest person at the party (I won.) Learn that TFK had an awesome date (I'm SO glad for that!!!) Learn once again what an ass my ex can be. And did I mention got drunk?....home...pass out.

Sunday: 6:30am....Remembered why I don't drink that often anymore. Attempt the 'hair of the dog' way out of my hangover....didn't work go back to bed.....10:30am....wake up take some aspirin and a ton of water...watch TV until I get hungry...texted Kiv and invite him to meet for lunch.....1:30ish...show up to lunch late cause guy finally comes to fix my kitchen drawer, drive over to lunch has now made me sick to my stomach....1:45ish...decide to just make myself throw up cause I'll feel better....2:00....MUCH BETTER, and now I can eat....3:00ish...go with Kiv to by PS2....3:30/4ish back at my place now playing PS2 YAY!!!...5ish...nappy time for Kiv and Dawn. Steve continues to play....9ish...everyone must leave Dawn's cause she needs to get up for school in the morning.....Sleep.

Today: School...so far same ol' same ol'

Just for YOU

I love you Fat Kid, so I'll post for you....

I actually WROTE a post at work, but forgot to send it to myself...so, this update will be postposed for the time being.

But for Fattie...I'll post this...

....# 6 thing that does it in the pooper: The fact that my re-final blew goats since it had words on it he STILL didn't give to us!

Running on empty.....

No really I am....

I'm extremely tired as of late. Maybe it's because I push myself so much, maybe it's because I get up before dawn every morning...whatever it is. I'm pooped.

I do get to leave work early today. Not for anything fun, to take my car to looked at by the body shop to determine damages. Then I have to make time to take it in for fixin'. I'm not thrilled...at all. I'm SUPPOSED to be going to St. Louis Memorial Day weekend to visit Eric, but if I have a rent a car, that's going to be a problem. I don't want to put a TON of mileage on a rent a car...then again it may be better for me to do it on someone else's car :)

So Mother's Day has come and gone. My mom and pops came up by me and we went to breakfast together. I was nice, I enjoyed it, and they actually weren't fighting for once. Kivi, David, Heather, Tony and I were supposed to go to Lou Malniti's for dinner together. Kivi was the only one who ended up having a valid excuse not to go...he took his mom. David 'forgot' my number. Tony didn't show or call till after he was supposed to be there. So forget them...Heather and I went alone. And enjoyed it. It was tasty. I haven't had Chicago style pizza in a while and I missed it. I still think Gino's East is the best though. :)

Ok, back to class.....

Progress anyone....

Just a quick FYI since I have a test today....

I lost 4 pounds last week! YAY!

I haven't been able to workout much since my accident so I don't feel as good as I usually do, but I was happy to see the scales tipping in my favor anyway.

I'm back to the gym tomorrow (hopefully) if I get to bed at a decent hour. I didn't fall asleep till after 11 last night so I got up at 3:30am instead of 2:50 like I usually do. So no workie outie for Dawnie.

Speakin of ridiculous o'clock in the morning...why was TFK texting me at 3:45 this morning?!

Because sometimes....

Life just sucks...

Trust me it does. Like getting up at 3am isn't bad enough, leaving school the other day...I got into a car accident.

I'm ok, there's minimal body damage to my car, no mechanical damage....that I can tell anyway. But I funked up a BMV. It wasn't my fault...he was being an impatient driver. I suppose it was both of our faults if you want to look at it that way. But all and all...it sucked. Now my back and neck are sore....with that burning sensation you get when your strain a muscle.

I was a big bitch to just about everyone I came into contact with on Wednesday. But I think I may have apologized to everyone on Thursday too. I just wasn't in the best mood and my spirits are kinda damaged because of it all. The one that I didn't understand asking...was Dayne. He sent me an email saying he hoped everything was ok. Now mind you a week ago when I was showing concern for him...he blew me off like I was a stranger. Then when he asked me for a work favor...I went out of my way, he didn't even say thank you when I walked back to the warehouse to return his stuff. Or when I sent him an email telling him about how the buyer and I spent some time and found all of his products and the way they were listed in our system, NADA folks. His department doesn't even do ANYTHING for my department...I still took the time, because I want to be his friend and be there for him. Not one thank you. That's why I snapped with the whole consideration thing. And that's why I snapped at him for asking if I was ok, I didn't think it was fair for him to be the nice guy, but have him make me look like a psycho when I do the same for him.

Now granted when I got into this accident...Dayne was the first person I wanted to call. Out of habit of course. But in realization and a moment of clarity...I knew I one, couldn't call him, and two, if I did he would just say stuff like...what do you want me to do?. I'll admit, I do miss having someone there for me to hug me when things like this happen...but I've gotten used to the fact that and life will go on. I just get pissed at myself when I start to do things out of habit. And in my own way I take it out on other people.

TFK was great. He wanted to know immediately if I needed anything or if he could come pick me up. A true blue friend. I myself was too busy crying over spilt milk to care about anyone else's feelings I guess and was just cranky as ever. But I did come into work just so we could FedEx Phil's b-day gift to him.

On that lighter note...Phil did get the package...he did love it, not because of what it contained but because Kivi and I are a couple of retards and went through all the trouble. YAY! We made the day! :)

Ok, class is about to begin....

....time to find out what/where the title bar is :)

Good Morning TFK!

How's it feel to be up almost as early as I am?

So TFK has to go to work early and I have a test today. Not a test I'm TOO worried about since the chapters it's on are common knowledge to me anyway.

It's last night that was fun and exciting. We went shopping for Philly's 21st birthday gifts. Phil turns 21 on May 5. Mexican Independence Day. Now I'm not posting what we got because I have sent Phil this site address...but let's just say it involved a commonly known store, a borrowed digital camera, lots of hi-jinks... and two of the most retarded people you will ever meet...(that being Kivi and I).

Phil if your reading this before you receive your "care" package.....Look forward to it. IF your reading this after....you know you love us :)

Look forward to you coming home to visit!!

Gemma's asking for a serious ass kickin' and who am I to deny that....

Later....

Looks like someone has a case of the .....

Mondays...

I HATE Mondays. One because I have only one day off I week so Mondays tend to sneak up on me...and two because it's the begins to a LONG week ahead of me.

My head is getting stuffy with a cold I believe. If it's the same thing Dayne and Kivi had....I'm taking one or the both of them down for getting me sick. I didn't want to get up for school today...but I forced my butt out of bed. It's not like I went to bed really late. I kicked Kivi out about 9:30 and then Tony out at 10....then again 10 is pretty late for me.

I did end up cooking yesterday...but without Tony. For whatever reason my phone was not working yesterday so I didn't know he had called and texted me like 80 times. He finally just showed up....I was almost done by then. I made Chicken Scampi from strach. AND it was damn good. Pretty proud of myself since that's the first time I tried that recipe.

The weekend was uneventful....I worked and was up on Friday for about 20 hours straight. Needless to say...this gal was SLEEPY. Saturday was another boring day at Bennigans...Saturday was spent doing laundry and studying for school. Sunday....nada...besides cooking and studying.

I did have a fun and funny moment in class today though. I didn't quite get the needle in far enough in Melissa's arm for an allergy test....I sprayed her in the eye with saline solution. YAY!! Now laugh it up...

I gotta work....