Sorry Gemina!!!

No post. No time, Maranda is letting us go early...so I'm off to work.

I need all the money I can get!!!

How do you make....

the pain go away!

I'm suffering through the last few days of migrane city. Chris has been wonderfully supportive of me and my crankyness, I'm not too pleasant when I can't focus my eyes, move my neck or have severe sensativity to the light. But on top of it, I'm also PMSing...yeah!

Funk you hormones I hate you. I would have given anything to stay in bed today, but there's a test to be had and stuff to be done at work. Maybe I'll go home a little early ... maybe ...

Don'ca.....

I know, I know....

I said I'd spend more time with these posts, but I haven't....I'm a slacker.

Actually truth is, I got busier at work. A fellow rep was promoted to my new boss, so therefore her work had to be distributed. Since I already covered the 2 major accounts, it only made sense to transfer them to me. Millard and Burger King are all mine, problem is now my phone rings twice as much. Oh well, the days FLY by!!

On top of that, I do have a new relationship on my hands. With Chris it's nice cause I don't feel like I have to 'WORK' on our relationship, it just kinda happens naturally. I nautrally love talking to him and expressing my opionon, and he does the same. We respect the fact that each one of us is allowed an opinon and we learn from each others. I naturally want to be close to him, I miss him when he isn't. I don't feel like I'm pressured into anything....including sex. It's nice to just be able to curl up next to someone and know that's OK, and they won't be groping you in a few moments. Sometimes...no sex is good too. It's great, fantastic, wonderful....we all know this is the 'beginning' still though, lets hope bitchy Dawn doesn't chase him away ...hahahahaha.... Come on laugh, you know at one point I can be pretty damn bitchy!!

Anyway, we have a busy next couple of weekends!! Bears game, wedding, Chris has drill, getting the trailer, and 2 friends with 2 different parties on 2 different days!! Cripes....until the 2nd weekend in November, were booked solid! (Honey, in case your reading this....this is your reminder of all the things we have planned)

Even more good news, after today.... SEVEN MORE WEEKS left of school!! YEAH!! I'm thrilled. I wish I had more time to post, but I don't sorry peeps...I'll try and right a long post for you later.

Like rain when the sun is shining.....

Or flowers from a friend when your down...

Or even choking on a chicken bone.....

Whether or not good or bad the unexpected jumps out and bites you suddenly without warning and you just can't seem to stop it. (Hence the fact they call it unexpected)

Well it has once again happened to me. Both good and bad.

Bad news first.Bad news is even if I do get 'granted' my leave of absence...I still have to use up ALL of my vacation and sick time first. Meaning I'm going to get paid (for at least 2 weeks anyway) BUT....if I want to take time off anytime the rest to the year, I won't be paid for it. This is where you hear me take a nice LOUD sigh. Funny, I specifically asked the head of HR about this and she said I wouldn't have to, then I read the manual....it told me differently. Grrr....I hate being run in circles.

Good news is....I have been dating the most wonderful man I've ever met. After my whole ordeal in the past year I thought there wasn't a way in HELL I was ever going to let myself out there again. Instead I find myself having more feelings for a man I've known for months than one I did for years. It's amazing to me how I don't want to be away from him. After spending the weekend together I dropped him at the train, and nearly started to cry knowing I wouldn't get to see him for at least another week.

I never thought I deserved this kind of love, but I'm glad it found me.....

I have one word.....

One word to describe the mood I've been in since I've been with Chris


HAPPY!!!!

It's so amazing how one person can make you feel so important, wanted, needed, nervous, and cared for.

I'm think I might be falling for this guy